I purposely chose a title that was
ominous and dark, hoping to set the mood for the seriousness, attention and
urgency that I hope this blog ignites in each reader. I would like to talk
openly and honestly about an unspoken ill that plagues communities of color.
This problem is not limited to only people of color; I’m sure it has far
reaching impact on other communities as well. But I cannot speak intimately of
their experiences.
Unfortunately
our society does not promote intimate and personal levels of
communication for men, whether it be with other men or with the women in our
lives. Our conversations safely skim the surface levels of our lives. Our highs
and our lows are relegated to snapshots and highlights. Rarely do we delve
deeper. We are content to know and share just enough. Emotional and introspective conversation is uncommon and therefore uncomfortable. Vulnerable and honest conversations are reserved for life’s
highest and lowest moments: weddings, funerals, births and retirements.
This is not an
indictment of the general shallowness of male communication skills. It is
merely an attempt to expose what I feel may be a featured cause for the true
point of this blog: mental health. According to the Health and Human Services
Office of Minority Health, African Americans are 20% more likely to experience
serious mental health problems than the general population. Common mental
health disorders among African Americans include: Major depression, ADHD, PTSD,
suicide and anxiety. But, only about one-quarter of African Americans seek
mental health care, compared to 40% of whites.
Why
the disparity? There are a myriad of reasons.
The negative social stigma of mental health issues, the economic burden
of mental health services and access to services are just a few. In a
Psychology Today article, Monnica T. Williams Ph.D., sheds some light on why
people of color fail to seek mental health solutions.
“In places like Los Angeles and New York,
everyone and their pet has a therapist, yet even among the wealthy and elite,
many African Americans continue to hold stigmatizing beliefs about mental
illness.”
“Many African Americans with mental
disorders are unaware that they have a diagnosable illness at all, and are even
less aware that effective psychological treatments exist for their specific
problem. Because of the taboo surrounding open discussion about mental illness,
African Americans often have little knowledge of mental health problems and
their treatments.”
I
have had my own personal battles with mental health and without the love and
support of my wife and son, my family and friends I am not sure what the
narrative may have been. I was fortunate. I was lucky. I had been seeing a
counselor and I also had developed relationships with friends that I loved,
respected and trusted as my brothers that gave me the opportunity to share my
dark thoughts and seek the professional and medical help I needed.
Mental
health issues are not easy to detect. They can be hidden behind the shroud of
smiles and “normalcy” needed to keep the secret. They can be masked and
misdirected as “he’s just tired,” “he’s having a bad day” or “work/home is just
crazy right now.” So to not notice that someone you care about is suffering
through mental health hardships is not a measure of how much you do or do not
care for him. But we also must be comfortable with the conversation. Ask the
questions that need to be asked. “Are you OK?” “Is there something you want to
talk about?” “How are you doing…no really, how are YOU doing?”
Since
addressing my own mental health, I have come to learn that a few of my friends
that I have known for years have also had their battles with mental health.
It’s an odd duality to feel relieved that I am not alone in my struggles but to
also be made aware of my ignorance to my friend’s struggles. This is why it
became important for me to share this. To shed light on the fact that you may or
may not know someone that needs you. They may be desperately waiting for
someone to ask them “Is everything OK, do you need to talk?”
The strength of the oak tree depends on the soil that the acorn lays in. Our boys and young men need to be taught to be comfortable and confident with their emotions. We need to make sure they understand that being sensitive and vulnerable and seeking help and guidance in times of uncertainty is part of their journey into manhood. The strongest tree in the forest is the one that bends and sways with the winds of the storm. The tree that stands rigid and stiff against the wind is snapped and torn from its roots.
The strength of the oak tree depends on the soil that the acorn lays in. Our boys and young men need to be taught to be comfortable and confident with their emotions. We need to make sure they understand that being sensitive and vulnerable and seeking help and guidance in times of uncertainty is part of their journey into manhood. The strongest tree in the forest is the one that bends and sways with the winds of the storm. The tree that stands rigid and stiff against the wind is snapped and torn from its roots.
Also,
it’s important to acknowledge that mental health is an ongoing pursuit just
like your general physical health. Just as we watch what we eat, do our best to
exercise and enjoy our vices in moderation, we need to pay attention to our
thoughts and emotions. It is time that we make our mental health a part of the dinner
table conversation, the man cave conversation and the conversation with our
medical professionals. As men of color we need to be more comfortable with
sharing our minds and our hearts with those that we love and trust. The truest
treasure is that which is shared with those you love, not concealed and locked
away in a vault constructed of our insecurities.